just out of curiosity, for all you guys and girls, who knows that you have issues with food? for me, no one except suspicious people. how about for you?

ughh i went away to europe and lost weight...got down to 98
then i made a fucking pig of myself over the weekend and now i'm 101.
i was going to fast today, and i did, but now (3:30 PM-ish) i just had a little piece of low-fat DQ ice cream cake (leftover birthday cake), which is probably about 75 cals.
but now i'm still really hungry
and my parents make me eat a 350 cal dinner every night with them
and i really wanted to fast today
but i blew it
god i'm such a fucking PIG.
i don't deserve anything.
i think i'll just sit here and wallow in my FAT.